Have I never been mellow? Do drugs count? No? How about books? I think the answer on this one is a solid no. Not really.
I’m not sure if reading makes me mellow, but it did and does take me out of myself. Which is probably as mellow as I get. The whole type A personality thing has a lock on me
Mellow isn’t for everyone. Not for me, for sure. Not for most of the people I love. We are wired tighter, permanently alert and waiting for something to happen. I’m not convinced mellow is something I want to be.
Whatever else, I doubt I’d be good at it.