We are off to the doctor. Garry is deep into sore throat country and I’m just coughing. I had the sore throat earlier. It’s still sore, but I no longer feel like someone cut my throat. The microbes have moved to my chest.
Finally, the doctor comes around.
Meanwhile, since my contractor — the one who was supposed to fix the window and the front wall — has vanished, I’m looking for another one.
I bet they are sick, too. We probably GOT sick at the mall.
What IS it with these guys? They want work. They advertise for work. They complain online about how poor they are — but they don’t show up for work or even estimates. The don’t return emails or phone calls and they are NEVER in the office. Maybe they would be LESS POOR if they actually showed up to do the jobs for which they contract? And answered the calls for work? And gave estimates and then — dates to work?
At least I didn’t pay this one up front. It’s nice to be merely frustrated as opposed to out of money.
I’ve got another guy coming Monday. When I said I was sick and said “Um, I would prefer to NOT get a cold … so … like … how about Monday?”
I said Monday would be excellent, especially since I still thought today was Thursday and the doctor was tomorrow. I’ll either be better by Monday or in the hospital working on breathing without machinery. I’m expecting to be better though. I really hate when I breathe and I get that crackly bubbling noise. It sounds like I’m breathing through suds.
Glimmer. Glimmer.
More mall. People still come, but it’s not crowded . Maybe on Black Friday? To be fair, this mall has NEVER been crowded. It’s always empty yet it’s been here for a couple of dozen years.
Is that bubbling noise in my bronchial tubes anything like actual glimmering? Do people glimmer? Are my lungs glimmering? My throat is store, my head hurts and I don’t feel smart, capable, creative, or anything other than tired, tired, tired. There isn’t a pill on earth that will make me feel better.
Today we were supposed to get weather in the 70s with bright sunshine. The temperatures are really in the 40s. It’s grey, dark and probably going to rain. I believe we skipped right past “the nice day” and moved into nasty weekend weather.
I have more than 500 pictures I took over the weekend, mostly of the Curley’s show, but a few others. I’ve processed a bunch, but there are so many it will take a while. Lots of duplicates, too.
Mostly what I’ve got is a fierce headache. It’s going around, which is why the doctors are slammed with patients. If it’s going around, we’ve probably got “it.” I often think we should never leave home at all. It’s safer that way.
Let’s face it, Jon was a bit of a player. In fact, he felt he had to be. How else was a poor boy to get by in the world? He had tried to make it in other ways. Now he had to expand his possibilities in any way he could. He was looking for a way up and out and the present circumstance did not provide it.
By the time Jon had reached his late teens, he decided he must move out of the small South American town where poverty was the only way of life. He dreamed of the big city and when he got his chance to join an acrobatic troupe based in one of the largest cities, he was off. High in the tropical mountains was a city of millions of people and Jon would join the many and hope for a better life.
A move to the city
He could not afford a place in the city, actually, so he took a small apartment in a poor suburb. He kept the place neat and clean so that he could enjoy his few possessions in pleasant surroundings. Jon trained and exercised daily for his job. The troupe performed exhibitions and entered competitions. Sometimes there was money, but for some competitions, there was nothing.
With his youthful good looks and confidence, Jon signed up with a modeling agency. There was little placement for fashion models, but with his cute face and athletic body, they were sure they could get Jon into a certain type of modeling and even film career. Jon was stunned at the suggestion and refused the work. The agency encouraged him to come back if he ever changed his mind.
Up on the roof
While standing on the roof of his apartment building and looking down on the rooftops and poor people below, Jon got an idea. He had to meet new people. He had a phone and could easily steal WiFi from inside his apartment, so he decided to meet people and make friends from other areas, even other countries. Since he thought the United States might be a good place, he decided to try to improve his little English and meet Americans. Jon charmed his way into many lives under the guise of trying to learn the language. He was really trying to find friends.
When there were some extra pesos in his pocket, Jon went to an area in the city that was frequented by tourists from other parts of the country and as well as “gringos.” Sometimes Jon went alone, sometimes with friends. They would take a small table or sit at the bar in a popular night spot. There the young and handsome men would accept drinks from older men or women tourists. Sometimes they would get an offer to go back to a hotel for the evening. Jon liked the free drinks, but declined the extra opportunity. None of the people were right for him. He did not want a one night stand, no matter what the offer.
Trolling for “friends”
While “borrowing” his internet connection from a neighbor, Jon started to become good friends with a few people he met online. One stood out for Jon because he seemed to take a genuine interest in him as a person. Jon talked with George about everything. When chatting online Jon would use a program that would translate messages as they came in. It is true it was not helping Jon learn English, but he did make more friends through faster communication.
George seemed special to Jon. He told him all about the city where he lived. He talked of his job and life. He asked Jon about his life, his job and his interests. No one else wanted to know anything about Jon like George did. Soon Jon wanted to use something other than the language site to communicate.
“Can we use Google or Messenger or something else?” And they did. They followed each other on facebook and called on Messenger.
“Send me the camera, George.”
“What do you mean?’
“I want to see you. I want to see where you live.”
So they made virtual visits until one day things changed. Opportunity for Jon was at hand. George had vacation to use and nowhere to go.
“Come to me, George. I want to see you. Please. I like you so much. Please.”
After a few days of pleading, George was hooked and scheduled a visit to a continent he never dreamed of travelling to.
When George arrived as promised, Jon did not seem to notice, or at least not to care, that George was much older. They went around town like tourists and had a good time seeing the sites by themselves one night, and with some of Jon’s friends the next. They were both pleased with the country, the city and with themselves.
Seeing the nightlife
Jon took advantage of the situation by offering to cook their meals rather than go to expensive restaurants. Of course, they had to go to the markets where Jon made sure to get extra dry goods and fresh meats to last past George’s visit. It was OK with George, even though he paid for it all. He recognized what Jon was doing, but buying extra food for Jon was certainly cheaper than eating out every meal. It was a win-win according to George.
When the brief visit was over, and George was at the airport, Jon cornered him down a hall way and told him that he loved him and thanked him for coming. Then Jon looked around to be sure no one was watching before kissing him. George was more than a bit surprised.
The next day Jon met with a favorite girl friend, Vanessa. She asked Jon about the visit of the stranger from America.
“He is very nice,” Jon told her. “I think I will marry him.”
Vanessa looked at him as if she did not understand at first. Finally she spoke.
I have often written that 1969 was my favorite year … and explained why.
As a start, it was epic from a news viewpoint.
Neil Armstrong walked on the moon in July 1969. I watched it. I had a baby that year and it might not have made the networks, but it was big news at my house.
So, as a new mother, I got to see Neil Armstrong walk on the moon. A real live guy walking — leaping — on the moon! We viewed it on CBS. It was obvious Walter Cronkite wanted to be up there with Neil and the rest of Apollo 11. He could barely control his excitement. He was nearly in tears. Me too.
The great Arthur C. Clarke was his guest for that historic news event. Neil Armstrong died a couple of years ago, an honorable man and a true American hero.
How I envied him his trip to the moon. I always tell Garry that if the Mother Ship comes and offers me a trip to the stars, I’m outta here. Maybe there would be room for him, too and we could travel together to the stars. Our final vacation. I hope the seats have better leg room than what we usually get.
Woodstock was a 1969 event too. Rumors were flying about this rock concert which would totally blow up the music world. I had friends who had tickets and were up, up and away. I was busy with a baby and wished them well.
There were hippies giving out flowers in Haight-Ashbury, but I was happier that year than I’d ever been before. I didn’t need to be in San Francisco. I was entirely okay with being right where I was.
I was young, healthy. I was sure we would change the world. End wars. Make the world better — for everyone. I was young enough to believe that our beliefs were enough make the changes and those changes would last forever. All the changes would be permanent.
It never crossed my mind that 50 years later, we’d be fighting the same battles again. I probably wouldn’t have been nearly as happy had a realized that nothing is permanent. No legislation is forever.
I figured we just needed to love each and it would fix everything. I still think if we had all learned to love each other, it would have fixed everything. For some strange reason, I thought the people I knew and cared for were all the people.
I never realized there were so many other people who hated everyone. People who loved no one, not even themselves. They would never be happy. Or allow anyone else to be happy either.
I had a baby boy and I sang “Everything’s Fine Right Now.” The song made a great wonderful lullaby and also, it made my baby boy laugh.
It was the year of the Miracle Mets. I watched as they took New York all the way to the top. New York went crazy for the Mets. A World Series win. 1969. What a year!
I wore patchwork bell-bottom jeans and rose-tinted spectacles. I had long fringes on my sleeves and a baby on my hip.
Music was wonderful. How young we were! We could do anything. The world belonged to us. I just knew it.
Decades passed; youth was a long time ago. The drugs we take control our blood pressure, not our state of consciousness. Today’s drugs aren’t much fun, but along with replacement heart valves and implanted breasts to replace the pair that tried to kill me, they keep me alive.
1969 was my year. But in its own weird way, all the years have come around again and today’s young people are fighting the same old battles — again. Fighting to get the assault weapons out of the hands of people who kill kids in schools and trying to make the world right. I want them to do a better job than we did.
Often, these days, I wonder what we accomplished. I’m sure we accomplished something. We probably brought the close of the Vietnam war, but so late and so many were dead by them. Maybe this group of kids who seem so determined and seem to get that voting is going to be how they will make the system work — maybe THEY will make things change and somehow keep the change alive.
Nothing lasts forever. Freedom is not free.
Regardless of how hard we work and how much we change the world, like a rubber band, “the world” will go back to where it was. The generation that follows change will forget how they got their freedom, so the next one will have to fight again. Freedom is the thing we fight for. Not once, but over and over and over again.
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I said Monday would be excellent, especially since I still thought today was Thursday and the doctor was tomorrow. I’ll either be better by Monday or in the hospital working on breathing without machinery. I’m expecting to be better though. I really hate when I breathe and I get that crackly bubbling noise. It sounds like I’m breathing through suds.
I have more than 500 pictures I took over the weekend, mostly of the Curley’s show, but a few others. I’ve processed a bunch, but there are so many it will take a while. Lots of duplicates, too.
It never crossed my mind that 50 years later, we’d be fighting the same battles again. I probably wouldn’t have been nearly as happy had a realized that nothing is permanent. No legislation is forever.
