A GLANCE BACKWARD – RICH PASCHALL

Your younger self, by Rich Paschall

A few years ago another blogger suggested a book to read (The Letter Q) that is a collection of letters certain writers would send to their younger selves, if only they could. Some letters are just a couple of pages. Some are a bit longer. Some of these writers may be well-known to you. Others may be interesting just as a study of what an older person still recalls of his younger life. Some of these letters really touched me. I can feel the emotion they must have felt as they looked back. I suspect that is because I am looking back over my shoulder at the same time.

If you were to write a letter to your younger self, at the age you are now, to what age would you send it? Would it be you at 12? 14? 18? Older or younger?  When would you need your advice the most? I guess it should be no surprise that many of these letters were sent to teenage years. Perhaps that is when growing pains are the sharpest. Maybe it is when young love hurts the most. It could have been when you were terrorized by bullies, parents, or supposed friends the most. It might be at the time when you wanted advice the most, but you trusted no one to give it to you. Would you even have taken it if it came from a more experienced you?

It seems pointless to me to send a letter back to a good time. What would you say? “I am glad you had such a great time at the picnic?” No, that has just melted into a fond memory. At your current age, you would probably want to send yourself advice to help see you through a problem. You might want to send words of encouragement for times when you may have wanted to give up, or worse. An early letter in the book is sent to a child alone and crying in a park. She hopes to be murdered there because she thinks it can not possibly be worse than the hurt she is feeling.  Of course, you would go back and comfort that child, if only you could.

Few people fall in love with their high school sweetheart, get married right out of high school, and live happily ever after. Even Cinderella had a tough life before her prince came along, and so it is with fairy tales. Most of us may have thought that we were falling in love in high school, but we are really just falling and needed to get back up. It does not look that way in the isolation of your teenage room, however. What words would have helped you then? You got little comfort from the one you longed for and had little or no desire to tell your parents, teachers, or anyone more than 25 years old. Do you now have the words for your younger self? How would you help yourself through teenage angst?

Younger self

If the thought of living without your “true love” was scary, I suppose that life after high school held a bit of panic for many as well. “What will I do? Will I make enough money? Can I support a family? Can I support myself?” What answers can you send back to those questions? Somewhere between 10 and 20 lie the years that produce emotional changes, doubts, and questions. Can you write the letter today that could have helped you then?

In looking through those letters, I think it is fair to say that people are writing back to what they see as a defining moment in their young lives. While some may see that as 12, others are writing to 18. Perhaps they only wish to send letters to a time that today’s knowledge could help. Maybe we can not even find the words for certain moments in our young existence. Some can only say that he or she will have to work through the problems with the knowledge from your older self that it gets better.

Awkward, yet emotionally charged, are those that struggled through their sexuality, the questioning, “Am I loveable?  Am I attractive?  Am I gay?” We may spend many youthful hours looking in the mirror and asking questions. We may spend many more avoiding the mirror because we do not like what we see. Some years ago I spent a lot of time reassuring a handsome teenager (not me, btw) that he was indeed handsome. I am not sure he believed me then, but he is much more self-assured now. What could you tell yourself about those self-doubts?  What would I tell myself?

This book was not just for those who “made it through the rain,” and came out the other side a stronger person. It is also for those who are struggling now. “The Letter Q” gives half of its royalties to The Trevor Project to help reach youth in crisis. There are those that desperately need advice. Let’s hope they make it to send word back to their younger selves that “It gets better.”

See Also: “Sending A Letter Home” to my younger self, on Sunday Night Blog today.

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13 replies

  1. Oh I would love that book. And I love your post. Thanks

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  2. I may have paid attention to a letter from my future self:) Likely target ages would have been 17/18 and 29/30, as though were huge turning points in my life. The question is, would I have really had the gumption to make things turn out differently?

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  3. The advice I would give myself would span from the simple practical to the fundamental Spiritual.
    Possibly not a large gulf.
    Yet I know everything that is on my plate (or not) when I came in here was of my own doing. Good or Bad.
    And it had all been very carefully selected and in counsel by people much, much wiser than I.
    Would I, should I, change any of that?
    The only question at the end of this is: did I make the most of what was given me?
    I have much ground to recover and hopefully the time to do it.

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  4. Rich, a thought provoking piece. Look back in angst.

    Me? I think (if you can send only ONE letter back) I would send a missive back to a 30 something Garry.

    That’s when I began making stupid financial decisions as I found professional success. I didn’t listen to others – maybe I might listen to myself? Perhaps, I could send a deposit or check back to the future? Quien sabe?

    I wouldn’t bother about youth angst. It was painful but fun in retrospect. I recall first readings of Fitzgerald, Hemingway, Faulkner and the lot — I was such a tortured young soul. It was like our rite of spring for baseball although that’s filled with some angst about this year’s home team.

    I hope I put enough postage on the letter back to the younger me.

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  5. I’m pretty sure if I had found such a letter, I’d have ignored it. I wasn’t big on taking advice — even my own — in my youth.

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  6. I don’t want to look back Rich. It’s kind of tough now. Maybe I should a letter into the future.
    Leslie

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