Oom pah, pah … oom pah pah …

The sound of the calliope is a siren’s call to the little girl. There, in the middle of the big park, the magic ponies go up and down. Up, down, around and then around again.

“Can I ride Mommy? Please?”

Mommy nods yes. There’s no harm in a carousel. It’s just wooden horses, traveling in a circle, going nowhere, eternally and forever around the calliope as it pumps out the same songs. A good place to be on a bright summer day, a happy place to bring a five-year-old girl who loves horses. She can dream of real horses while the park spins past, green and sunny.

Years fly. The girl has grown into a young lady. Sixteen, if you please. “I’m not a child!” she cries to the world, but especially to her parents. “I will do as I please.”

What she pleases is to have a boy friend. To be in love, to make love. She has no future plans, not yet. Just the fresh bloom of love which must be eternal. Because in books, love is always eternal, always fresh and smelling of roses.

Today she is meeting her boy friend. They will be meeting by the carousel in the park. She loves the carousel, has loved it since childhood. It’s a magic place for her, a places that holds only happy memories. The calliope is playing the same songs it played when she was so little. So long ago, or so it seems. When she rode the big wooden horse, pretending she was riding a gallant steed, galloping off to protect the world.

Life goes on. The next time she is able to visit the ponies, she is holding her little boy by the hand. “I rode those ponies when I was your age. Listen, the music is still playing. Just like it did when I was your age.”

“Can I ride Mommy?”

“Of course. That’s why I brought you here. To ride.”

And the painted horses go round and round while the park spins through another summertime. This is our forever summer, she thinks, as she watches her little boy riding the merry-go-round.

The next time she comes, she is holding her granddaughter’s hand. They watch the horses. Her little granddaughter is a tiny thing, with a passion for horses. A dreamer. She rides and rides and finally, it’s time to go. Long shadows lie across the sidewalks and the carousel is about to close for the day. As they take their leave, she wonders if she will ever be here again to hear the calliope play?

The next time she comes to the carousel, her son is with her. Middle-aged now and the tiny granddaughter is a sullen sixteen. Three generations by the carousel and remarkably, the calliope still plays.

This special carousel is still alive, magic intact. It’s good to be alive this summer day in Central Park. The music wakes the teenager into the girl she was. There’s something so … eternal … about the dancing ponies.

Grandma remembers the first time. All those times, even when she came alone because it was just a quick subway ride. One token. To see the boy friend. Whatever became of him?

She would never miss a chance to ride, though it’s not as easy getting up into the seat as it used to be.

No more real horses in her life, but today — briefly — she is young. She feels as if she is looking at herself through a fun house mirror. Are these the same wooden horses she rode as a girl?

It was always summertime in the park. I think it still is.


      • Garry Armstrong January 2, 2018 / 12:35 pm

        Just needs Gordon MacRae as Billy to sing the theme music. That’s nice work, My Dear.


  1. Fandango January 2, 2018 / 12:59 am

    I think this is the first time I’ve seen you post fiction, unless I’ve missed some previous posts. I enjoyed it. It sort of reminded me of Joni Mitchell’s song, “The Circle Game.”

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    • Marilyn Armstrong January 2, 2018 / 1:02 am

      Good catch. That was the original song idea, but I couldn’t find a decent version of it online. They were all really crappy audio, so I thought the calliope worked better. I used to love that song. Now, I find it a bit depressing. Story of my life!

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  2. Martha Kennedy January 2, 2018 / 11:35 am

    Interestingly, they always made me sick. 🙂 Motion sickness, nothing spiritual or anything, just that movement up and down and around at the same time… BUT they are very beautiful.

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    • Garry Armstrong January 2, 2018 / 12:37 pm

      Martha, 1 finger of ___ before you get on the ride. Always works.

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        • Marilyn Armstrong January 2, 2018 / 2:03 pm

          Things that spin quickly make me sick. Also anything that turns me upside down. Carousels go slowly enough to not bother me. Any variety of roller coaster was fine, although maybe not anymore. I think maybe my spine has had enough. But it used to be great 🙂

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      • swo8 January 2, 2018 / 2:26 pm

        There’s a certain whimsy that is so appealing.


          • swo8 January 2, 2018 / 3:02 pm

            it was generational too, and that had a lovely touch to it.


            • Marilyn Armstrong January 2, 2018 / 4:48 pm

              My granddaughter is now working at a farm so she can get riding lessons. The apple didn’t fall as far from the tree as I thought!

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              • swo8 January 2, 2018 / 6:15 pm

                She’s a real delight……


              • Garry Armstrong January 3, 2018 / 11:04 am

                Wonder if Kaiti is a horse whisperer…

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  3. Garry Armstrong January 2, 2018 / 12:34 pm

    What a very lovely piece. The Carousel of Life. Nice work, Mrs. A!


    • Marilyn Armstrong January 2, 2018 / 2:04 pm

      I so have a thing about carousels, but it might really be the calliope that does it. Or the carvings of the horses.


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